What I've Been Feeling Lately...

It seems like no one listens and hears. I repeat and repeat stuff, and it appears that what I say bounces off peoples' head. People even deny that I ever mentioned it. This has been very shocking. I am very disappointed in people... Looking forward to getting away for a few days later. I need to prepare for it, otherwise things will fall apart here. The coming weeks will be very stressful. Need to be in much prayer. It is so hard to focus and to think. It is hard to stay motivated. It is hard to remain faithful, but what keeps me going is knowing that Christ is with me. He may not be too happy with me because I am so apathetic, but at least he is still with me. I am glad that he is faithful even when I fall. I am glad that he is able to sympathize with me. He's been through worse. I feel like I'm letting everyone down. So tired.