Things are clearer now...

As I pursue a position in Child Evangelism Fellowship (CEF), the pieces are slowly falling into place.  In a sense, I have been accepted and an account as been set up for me to receive funds, but I still need to meet with the State Committee in January.  And two more things: (1) I still need to successfully complete the 10 week training, which includes writing a 30 page theological paper justifying evangelizing children; (2) and I still need to complete a 1 year internship for the local CEF office.  I seem to be stuck doing internships.  At my age, I am a bit discouraged and frustrated.  It seems like I can't seem to "get off the ground" in serving in God's kingdom.  Sigh...